2009-01-24

This creepy white breath on a leash slipping out

You left a hole where my heart should be, poured salt into the open wound.
All I have now is TV movies and a messy kitchen.

Life’s gotta always be messing with me, you and I were meant to be.

Whatever makes you happy, Whatever you want. And you wanted it so…

Can I stand by your side? You’re so very special. We can make it alright.
What I want from this world, What I wanna resolve
I don’t wanna be bold, I don’t wanna be cold, I don’t wanna grow old.
I don’t wanna go home. I don’t get it, because I know you’re not fair.

Something takes a part of me, something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe, something’s raped and taken from me.
How many times have I felt deceased?

What the hell am I doing here? I don’t belong here.

And when we meet, which I’m sure we will.
All that was there will be there still.
I’ll let it pass and hold my tongue, and you will think that I’ve moved on….

Sometimes I cannot take this place, sometimes it’s my life I can’t taste.
You don’t have to go home, but you can’t stay here.
I want you to notice when I’m not around.
I wish I was special.

This love has taken its toll on me, is it over yet?
I’m in love and always will be.


2009-01-13

KC, unleash the Casey.

Does it hurt to know I’ll never be there? Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere.
It was you who chose to end it like you did, I was the last to know.

So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving.
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me.

Three months and I’m still breathing.
Three months and I’m still sober, picked all my weeds but kept the flowers. But I know it’s never really over.
Three months and it’s still harder now.
Three months I’ve been living here without you now.
Three months, yeah, three months.

I left my tears in. Wake up.

I hate myself for losing you, I can’t be saved from the loneliness.


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